The Wall at the Vietnam Memorial |
My connection with Paul Brenner started with his age and
background. He was 18 in 1968 when he first went to Vietnam
as an infantry soldier. He had grown up in South Boston
in a working class family. I am slightly younger and grew up on our family
farm.
Opening the book at the Wall of the Vietnam Memorial in Washington
D.C. to highlight the name of a soldier
killed flooded Brenner with remembrances.
During his return to Vietnam
Brenner returns to the 1968 battlefields of his youth. Powerful, disturbing,
haunting memories are evoked by the A Shau Valley and the Khe Sanh camp.
I can remember as a teenager reading the stories and seeing
the pictures of those ferocious brutal battles. DeMille’s recounting had a
greater impact than any news story or photo. DeMille brings forth the visceral
experience of teenage boys fighting for their lives in a distant land.
In Anthem for a Doomed Youth there are the poems of men who fought in the Great War, World War I, which
was the first major conflict of the 20th Century. While I have not
read comparable poems for Vietnam
the prose of DeMille has the same emotional impact.
For Americans of my generation the Vietnam War was their
war. Had my grandfather not left the United
States a century ago it could have been my
personal war.
I knew a Canadian who served in Vietnam
with the American military. A few years later I saw him experience a flashback
that was frightening in its intensity.
Brenner encounters Vietnamese veterans, both former allies
and enemies. He deeply regrets the continuing cruel treatment of South
Vietnamese Army veterans by the Communist victors.
Generally there is mutual respect between Brenner and former
adversaries. Yet there remains strong buried animosity. With the right trigger
each side is ready to take up the battle again 30 years later.
Colonel Mang is an incorruptible dedicated police officer
who fought the Americans. In his persistence and dedication to country he is
far more like Brenner than either character would admit to publicly. Neither
will settle for easy answers that suit the respective establishments of
communist Vietnam
and capitalist America .
All reflect on the losses. While America
lost over 58,000 the wars from 1954 through 1975 cost 3,000,000 Vietnamese
lives.
Returning to Vietnam
appears to help Brenner dealing with the memories of his time at war. After
reading the book I have some understanding on why going back aids many veterans.
In the post-WW I quartet of mystery series I have read, and about which written a collective post, - the Rennie Airth series with Inspector Madden and the Charles Todd series of Inspector Rutledge and Hamish McLeod and the Charles Todd series with nurse Bess Crawford and the Jacqueline Winspear series with Maisie Dobbs - the impact of the war continued long after they came home. In Up Country DeMille shows how, for a later 20th Century generation, the war equally never ends in the minds of its veterans.
Bill - You make a very well-taken point. One of the terrible prices that war exacts is people's mental health. There really are hundreds of thousands of Vietnam veterans on both sides who still have to deal with that reality every day. And we are seeing that with soldiers who've returned from more recent conflicts too. Arms, legs, etc.., those things can sometimes be saved. Mental trauma? That's much harder...
ReplyDeleteMargot: Thanks for the comment. Hopefully present and future soldiers get the treatments for mental trauma not available for soldiers of the past.
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